What would my religion be?

ive done alot of research on things and over the past few years have been seeing things from all kinds of points of view to get the truth to things, this was onset by my reading of animal farm and relating alot of those things to daily life and seeing how sheepish people are. now about 6 months ago i was thinking about the christian religion and saw how wrong it was that they indoctrinate their religion into children without giving them a chance to see it from a different point of view and its even sadder how meek and obediently they follow where they will have no other things in life to see and wont be able to fully take in life like they should because they were forced into this. anyways well i believe in christianity and all, i believe jesus was a real person, but i dont follow the modern christian church because of the evangelicals who have destroyed it. now is there a religion for people who dont follow the modern church like me but still believe?